that was fast.

one week of school went by, really fast. i thought it was going to be hella boring, but it wasn't too bad. USH is alright, batchelor's pretty chill. but we did get an essay already, that kind of sucks. graphic design with tyler in sutton's class is fun, good stuff. APES. i have 4 days to do my summer homework, what a loser. mmm, Adv. Topic Math is also chill, pretty easy. i have chill classes this year, so far :D and uh, American Lit and spansih is alright. nothing happening really.

still trying to stay focus and not play games, not going too well.
i'll try harder.

Last day...today.

Just spent my last day of summer sitting at home, having the worst day of summer ever. My head freaking hurts like a bitch so i just slept the whole day. Then my room gets hotter and my head's hurting and im like dying. So i start playing CS and everything's all better. Lawl xD






quitting's for losers.

AWH SHIIIET.

alright, i have 4 more days left.
what the hell do i do with it.
bbq / sleepover / allnighter tomorrow till saturday.
then yeah, have my fun these couple of days, then it's time for seriousness >:[



WISH ME LUCK IN HIGHSCHOOL.

1 week

left to have fun.
2 up coming events...
registration and probably Tropic Thunder.
aaron's party, woo.

after that, it's time for school.


I CAN DO THIS.

fail.

i dont know what to do.
so much confusion.
all i want to do is have fun.
but i know i can't.
got to get ready for college.
this is my future >:[

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

tired.

work is a pain in the ass x[
i don't why i work. what's the point. it's so boring. i have to fake a smile the whole day. stupidass customers, what's a latte with less milk and more foam? A CAPPUCCINO FOO! god. some dude came in and i told him it was called a CAPPUCCINO, and he kept telling me it's called a DRY LATTE. man. ads;lfkj. luckily after that everything was smooth. i was so glad the next 2 hours went by quickly.

well, got home. had some hellla yummy food.
dont know what to call it in english. but but, it was uh. some kind of chicken and pork my dad made. he makes good food :DD

so we were 10 man-ing on counter strike. it was uh... yeah, point is, aaron and henry was on the other team, we needed one more win to win the game. we were t-sided, and we had the bomb planted at B. i was half flashed, under window, and ran out around the double green box and fucking clutched it with a glock. 7hp left :O too bad no one recorded. it was freaking hax. hey jasonn, if you ever read this, DAMN YOU ! should've recorded :[ oh, then that phelps dude clutched the 100m dash, or whatever dash it was. shit it was crazy xD

bleh, 2 more weeks till school. don't know how i should feel right now, im kind of excited, kind of not. going to miss the TIC people. and all the fun gaming nights i have with my vent crew. asdf.


-sleep-

alright...

let's see...


::summary of the trip to westfield mall today ::

Took bart there, get to powell st. at 1:00. didn't know where to go...so i just started walking. and then i met alina, and called Kai. we met up. then alex was there ! alexhong. Lol, didn't know he was coming, but it was fun. best camera man ever. walked...around alot. no one really bought anything. spent quite awhile at American Eagle. me and kai finally bought something. then there's this one asian security there, shit he was creepy. he walked up to tif while she was seeing how the skirt looks on her, and he hella checks her out. and then the scanner thing started beeping and he turns hella fast and walks to the door. what a perv. so, yeah. we bought something. a got a tshirt. only 17.90 ! woot. mm, walked around morrre. went to victoria secret. woo, smells as good as awalys :D that victoria secret was pretty big too. eh, i bad memory... mmmm. oh then we went to a&f and hollister. me and tif got some clothes at hollister. infact, no one bought anything except me, kai, tif and alina. oh and tiff bought a purple sweater at forever 21 :O oh then we ate lunch. mm, that burger was goood. so were the fries. yumm. then i bought some stuff at pacsun. got 2 pairs of jeans and a bottle of cologne. mmm ;D dont remember what happened inbetween. oh yeah, tif's flipflops broke. loser. then kai left. too early man. :[ cause uh, after i got my jeans followed tiffs outside, didn't know where they were going... ended up in uhh. forgot what's it called, but it's like a Make-Up shop. i had no idea. walked out with make-up all over me. i got...most of it off :P ehh yeah. we met up at uh...bloomingdales, and chilled there for awhile. then tif yiyi and alina had to leave :[ so, me alex chungster and tiff went to go get some yummyass fried calamarie. woo. should've gotten a second order xD but yeah, after that we went home. freaking, while we were on bart, some dude was tapping some blackguy's seat, and the black guy told him to stop kicking it. so the white guy with the dog moved behind us, and he was like "calm down man. calm down". then the black guy got up and he was like WHAT YOU SAY. WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAY. YOU WANNA GET OUT THERE RIGHT FUCKING NOW. shit. i thought he was going to beat his ass. all that white guy said was YOU WANNA GO TO JAIL? chungster was scared, kept leaning towards me lawls -__- yeah. im home now. going to the mall wasn't that bad, it was actually pretty fun. except no one really bought anything. i bought the most, and i carried the bags >:P



^^ checkout that womannaquin. or however you spell it ;D

hmm, my friend is doing a prankcalling. and yeah.
too much has happend, don't remember what he said during those prankcalls. xD
woo. time to go sleep.
got work tomorrow. how lame.

woot.

banner done.
look pretty good. i like it xD

now i just gotta change the colors and yeah...
give it some time :P


alright. time to go shower and get ready to go shopping with the tiffs and kai at VS :O

damn...

that was some good ass opening for the olympics xD
i didn't expect of any those things to happen. its was pretty amazing. woo go china.
everything was all good, except at the end. that guy took forever man, he was jackie-chan-ing across the whole stadium. faster please.

hmm, trying to make a new banner.
can't decide what colors to use either...
lame lame. i guess i'll take my time.
the more i practice the better i get :DD

asdf

adsf.


bored bored bored.


http://wen-jr.deviantart.com/art/On-the-Road-Again-90039465


^^that is amazing.
give me a few more years and maybe i'll get close to that xD

WeewooWeewooWeewoo

Dudes, ping pong and the movie Wanted is related :O
they stole the curving bullets thing from pingpong and the curving balls >=[

Mummy was sooo cheesy. Forgot to post about that :P It was pretty funny though...
Life is sooo boring. My mom's worried that i won't pass highschool and get into a good college. WTF. i'm trying my best... i want good teachers this year. oh shit, didn't do my APES homework yet.
Lawls. Hopefully i'll do better this year...it's my last year to improve before i apply to colleges. maybe imma just go to community college :DD


Currently Playing : http://ww.v3n0ms-gaming.com/mscp/index1.html

uh oh, spaghetti-oh.

There's only liiike, 3 weeks left until school. How lame is that ?! Mom's being bitching me about school and annoying the hell out of me about how others are doing so well and how they got their fucking majors and degrees and shit. It's not my fault i fail at school >:[
Hopefully i'll do better this year...

Mmkay, off to pick up my packets for registration.
I actually can't wait for college, sounds so much better than highschool xD

huh...

OhEmGee.
first blog woot :O


ATDP is gooone, until next year.
i really miss it, i have nothing to do right now :[

WHERE IS EVERYONE !



...dude, it's hot.