And you know what that means? Lots and lots of work to catch up on, I mean projects. I haven't done any of them. I think most of them are due this week. Ah, I'm so screwed. Right now grandma's in hospital, not sure what's going on. But doctor says she's very weak and could go away any day. I don't feel like I'm going to break down or anything, but when I see my grandpa I sort of want to. He looks so sad and desperate to do something to help her survival, but in order to do that it'll be painful. Grandpa keeps saying to just let her rest and live the rest of whatever her life is peacefully instead of making it hurt more. I agree, but I want to do whatever it cans to help her chance of survival higher. I don't know, I don't want to see them too much cause it's so sad. Every time I look at grandpa his eyes are red and they look so tired, it's like he's been up all night thinking about things. Life is so unfair. We live life to suffer and have fun but in the end we suffer, we lose everyone we know and love. It's so frustrating. I always think about how it would be like to lose someone close, and now it's getting closer. Bleh, I need to stop thinking so much. That's like one of the reasons why I don't like to sleep too early because I'm not tired. I'll just lay in bed and think about things. I like to warn myself out so I can sleep right away, but I know it's bad for me. So I guess I'll just have to go to bed now. See what I can do. Nights.
ascension. 5 - 3 - 0
it's okay guys, we'll get our dispute.
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