New Years Resolution....

Mm tomorrow's new years eve, can't believe '09 is here. Goddamn >.<
Alright, my new years resolution is...get in shape and stop playing so much games.










i really kinda doubt i can do that.

I'm so glad I went out for once.

Finally, a break from staying home everyday and facing the family.
I should do this more often. Maybe I will finish up whatever and get my permit, need to grow up and be man and stop being dependent on others. Yeah, nothing to do. I'm so bored, I'm looking forward to new years eve. Heheh, if everything works out right, it's going to be a fun night. But yeah, I guess I'll go play my guitar hero and be my loser self.

Today's Christmas?

Hmm, doesn't feel like it. It's like any other normal day, stay up hella fucking late for no reason. A lot has happened in the past few days, don't feel like talking about it. I want to get away from my family for a while, a take a break. Go to SF and get some cheesecake. Go shopping. Hang out with friends. Need some time away. After tomorrow, think I'll get the chance to do so. Yeup, off to bed.

First day of winterbreak...

What the fuck, they're playing maplestory.
Fuck. Games. Let's photoshop hehe ;D
Uh yeah, nutin to doo mann. Think Imma play mah itouch :P

Guess what guys ?!

One more day before Christmas break ! OHMAHGAWD. Lol, azzle/sofa/blankie talk. Rofl.
Mm, I'm excited. I think I'm getting more comfortable with socializing now...better, but still shy a lot of times, heheh. Wonder what's going to happen this winterbreak, i haven't really done anything with my friends during the past winterbreaks. Hopefully we'll go on a trip to snowboarding ourselves. Not sure how we're going to get there, I'm thinking having friends drive but it seems really dangerous. I guess the best thing would be to fly to tahoe and yeah ;D Alright, tomorrow is the last day before break, going to make the best out of it.

A new trend?

Yes. Webcamming. Come join our online orgys. IM me for info ;D

HAHAHAH !

I can't believe, he popped a hard one on her. LMFAO. Damn, you need to calm down and learn to control your baby foo, rofl. So...today. Hm, nothing happened. Spent some "quality time"(quoted from insun) with the loser. Yeah, now I'm home. Bored. Think I'll be a goodboy and do my homework. OH YEAH! Only 1 more week before Christmas Break, that's so fast. I can't believe it. I sort of don't want it to be break because I never feel like doing any school related things during break, and then when we get back I slack off like hell. And I slack off the week before >.< Hopefully I won't, cause I got finals after we come back from break. Heheh. Alright, time to do my homework, tokbox, photoshop, and maybe finish my drivers ed?






NAH :]

Is she...

mad at me? I can't tell, she just keeps avoiding me. No way in hell that it so happens she needs to go do something every time I sit down next to her.





WHAT DID I DO WRONG.

Heheh.

AHEM. That was a fun experience x]]

Mmhmm....

I'm sorry Gretta, I didn't mean to make you mad today. Forgive me. I felt like a big ass loser making this video, but it's worth it as long as you're not mad at me anymore. Heheh xD

Alright, time to go shopping today. I have most of the things I need, just going to go buy a dress shirt and a tie. Maybe a blazer, the one I have is a bit too small, but I don't know. I need to save money. Winterball here I come, bitch. >:P

It's school tomorrow.

And you know what that means? Lots and lots of work to catch up on, I mean projects. I haven't done any of them. I think most of them are due this week. Ah, I'm so screwed. Right now grandma's in hospital, not sure what's going on. But doctor says she's very weak and could go away any day. I don't feel like I'm going to break down or anything, but when I see my grandpa I sort of want to. He looks so sad and desperate to do something to help her survival, but in order to do that it'll be painful. Grandpa keeps saying to just let her rest and live the rest of whatever her life is peacefully instead of making it hurt more. I agree, but I want to do whatever it cans to help her chance of survival higher. I don't know, I don't want to see them too much cause it's so sad. Every time I look at grandpa his eyes are red and they look so tired, it's like he's been up all night thinking about things. Life is so unfair. We live life to suffer and have fun but in the end we suffer, we lose everyone we know and love. It's so frustrating. I always think about how it would be like to lose someone close, and now it's getting closer. Bleh, I need to stop thinking so much. That's like one of the reasons why I don't like to sleep too early because I'm not tired. I'll just lay in bed and think about things. I like to warn myself out so I can sleep right away, but I know it's bad for me. So I guess I'll just have to go to bed now. See what I can do. Nights.



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