Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I can't keep thinking about you. But I just don't feel like being in a relationship right now. I feel like it's not the right time. It's just a feeling. I don't know if everyone gets a "feeling" sometimes, but i do. And right now I feel like it's not the time for me to be in a relationship. Just not now. I'm sorry.

I know you want to be friends. But not right now either. I think we need more time. I'm not sure how much time. I don't want to make a guess or an approximate. I just don't. I'm sorry. But I promise we'll be friends and we'll be talking again. Just not right now.

I think about you everyday still. I've thought about not talking to each other for a long time. And then we start talking again, after things have changed and we've become different people. Even if we're not different things will be different. I imagine it to be exciting and welcoming. This isn't to get mine or your hopes up. It's just what I've been thinking. Maybe after a while, when I'm ready to have a relationship again, we'll get back together and all of heaven is going to flow into our lives. I don't want you to keep thinking this, but it was just something I've been thinking about I had to let it out. For now, I just want you to try to have fun and enjoy what you have. Your friends. Your family. Your education. Your time. Don't let our relationship put you down so much. I know it's hard, and it's hard for me too. But try, please, just try.

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